
she uttered words of disrespect for me,
there was no more love or friendship left.
It was her insecurities
and lack of trust that spoke.
I stood stumbling and fumbling
re-thinking on the lost words.
which failed to phrase a sentence,
on the words she flicked.
gulping the pain with tears,
of the fresh scar,
engraved on my heart.
She left the arena,
as i still await to express my anguish,
devastated with falsified accusations.
Moist eyes open to the real world,
and spoke after ages of silence,
“Never let someone humiliate you.”
It was the judgement day.
Stood alone and broken,
yet dusting of the insults.
To stand for myself,
and said “No”.
I already won half the battles
of loving and respecting myself.
Realisation dawns upon me,
that she is toxic.
It’s time that defined “Let go myself from her.”
Now feel like a free bird.
Regards,
PratZ
Awesome, bravo to you Pratyusha!!! π Toxic relationships are draining to us in every way. This person didn’t bring out your best so you did the right thing in letting her go. There’s no need to hold onto negativity π Great to see you writing again!!
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I so agree to you Jenny! She definitely brought stress and negativity π It’s high time to let go !!!! So yeah, I am back in form. A come back after a month π hehe
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Way to go and welcome back with big open arms to you!! *Hugs* β€
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Awwww. Thank u love. π Hugs to you toooo and loads of kisses. XOXO
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I thought you were occupied. Fundamental law and the quote that I am following nowadays is – everything is a result of our choices.
Nice poem
Speaks a lot about what went through your mind.
Keep them coming
Let the free bird chirp in the garden to tell the stories to all the other birds to release their own bond.
Bravo !
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Haha. I was actually busy with work. Now a bit available. It’s gonna be raining posts. Thanks a lot Bhanu. π
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Well I am all ready to be drenched !
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Amazing!! Welcome back:)
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Thank u Upppi π
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Ahh.. I’m glad that you didn’t lose hope. It made you more stronger Pratyu π
I’m welcoming you after a month into the world of words. π
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Nope, dint lose hope. World doesn’t end here. Everything happens for a reason π thank u for welcoming me back after a month π When life gives u pain, it changes you. Makes you a stronger person. π
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Indeed a truth. π
Stay blessed
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Glad you let it go, some relationships ask for it!
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Totally !!! π
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Beautifully written…and yeah at times life calls for a firm decision, however hard it may seem! Cheers to you girl :))
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Thank you so much Antra π means a lot to me π
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And i am here to catch you when you fall.. Jenny n I love you honey.. we won’t walk away.. mmuuaaawwhhh keep writing and stay smiling babyyyyy
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Awwww thank u my honey bun …muahhhh love u too. I know you guys will never leave me π
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Wonderful . now that she knows its affecting her.. She should move ahead towards more brighter aide of life.
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Hey thanks a lot π indeed she should.!
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Free and beautiful bird π
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I always am π
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keep away from toxic….and be safe happy with a smile always on your face,,,,,my lovely sis nice post…I loved it…missing your songs
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Beautifully written..I hope your back to blogging,missed your posts..:)
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Thank you soo much π I am back to blogging π Word made my life busy. But now relieved.
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True- By loving and respecting ourselves…half battle is already won.
and Half will be won by posting regularly here ;).
Missed your posts and lovely comments. :). Welcome back.
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Haha. Thanks a lot dear. Yes, need to post here on regular basis. Makes me feel happy. Now that I m happy, I will be stalking everyone’s blog hahaha. Missed reading yours as well. Will be going through them π
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This is heart-wrenchingly addictive, Pratyu π I loved the way you melted yourself into the words. Great job! β€
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Thank you soooo much. This means a lot to me π β€
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You always have my wishes, darling β€
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Guess it is always a bumpy ride…holding on to that smile is however more important sometimes…beautifully written Pratyusha:-)
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Thank you so much dear for those beautiful words. π
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Yes when its toxic you have to disengageπ
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Unfortunately yes π
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Great post !!
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Reblogged this on Bum's Landing Memorial – AndrΓ¨ Michael Pietroschek at WordPress.com and commented:
Roast in your self-made hell, Katharina!
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Thank you so much for the reblog π
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NP, I think it is about a question life itself can force us to reconsider time and time again…
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Really enjoyed this.
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Thank you so much π
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Strong poem- love “it was judgement day “that line was so powerful! Thanks for the read x
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Thank you so much π glad you liked it !! π
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Awesome work!! Toxic relationships can be tough to identify until you are already so deep in them that it’s tough to get out. Often once you are deep enough there is some sort of comfort that remains with the person regardless of how toxic the relationshop might be.
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So true π Thank you so much for visiting my blog. π Really glad you liked the poem and could relate to it π
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I definitely can relate to it I was involved in a really toxic relationship with my ex for almost three years and it was scary that it lasted that long. If you’re interested in reading more about it feel free to check out my blog accidentalsoulmate.com
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